Can you turn my black roses red..

Can i ask you a question please
promise you wont laugh at me
honestly m standing here
afraid I'll be betrayed.....
As twisted as it feels
I only feel Love when its in my Dreams
haven't slept for ages now
when i come to think of it
feeling love when in my dreams
is something so far from near.....
so how does it matter
n who anyways care
Can you turn my Black roses Red..
Can you turn my Black roses Red again ???